yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away

yesterday after school, me elenika richie zach ray ryan andrea matt cody amanda savanna and troy went to juice and java and the pool hall and it was fun. zach got mad at me because i covered my fingers with that blue chalk for the pool sticks and i touched his face with it, and he didnt find out that he had blue chalk until he went to the bathroom. but he got over it. we went to practice/back to school night then.. our first feild show is this friday. we're playing three songs, 'when a man loves a woman', 'dindi', and 'ya gotta try'. when a man loves a woman sounds awesome, dindi sounds alright but drums dont have it memorized yet, and 'ya gotta try' is horrible. snares cant play more than the first couple lines, and i havent even heard tenors play it yet. im really nervous and i just hope it all turns out good.

i also saw derrick usher for the first time in like 5 months and it made me really happy and i gave him a hug. i miss him. i also asked him why he kicked chris in the balls in 8th grade and he couldnt remember. i wasnt surprised because i doubt he even knew what day it was.

i was really hyper/weird/freaky last night and i was screaming a lot and making a lot of weird noises instead of screaming actual words, so a lot of the band kids were scared. i was running everywhere instead of walking, but it wasnt normal walking, it was me running like an ostrich, with my head/torso going straight out, and my arms all the way back. this makes me nostalgic because me and laura used to run around like that last year at band practices and shes not there anymore. i really miss her when i think about the past, so i try not to think a lot.

my lips are chapped and that makes me unhappy. damn, thats all i gotta say.

oh yeah and this morning darren had to poop and he called skid marks 'streak marks' and it was really funny.